Don’t waste your money on get rich schemes, they are going to put you in debt and you are not going to be passionate about them and therefore it will be more than just a little hard to even get them started, instead you need to find someone who can talk to you about using your passions to help you make a long sustainable and profitable business, you will be able to use that money to hire a coach who will guide you and more importantly, for you, keep you accountable and motivated when the going gets tough which it will at times.
You need to believe in yourself and know that you will make a difference to so many lives. You have a gift which needs to be shared and that will bring you joy, give you a life purpose, fulfil you and feed your soul, that in turn will keep you well, happy and give you plenty of money for the things you desire.
Believe that you are extraordinary and that you deserve to be happy and have everything that you want, get rid of self-limiting beliefs, use the internet to find people that can help you do this and keep working at it. You’ve always believed that there was more to life, a purpose, otherwise what’s the point to anyone’s life? You’re right there is but you have to work to get past the conditioning that’s been implanted since birth. It’s all there for the taking and you will find someone who will be able to help you overcome and become the person you truly are.
If you haven’t already, learn to love yourself, accept yourself for who you are, this is so important.
When that moment comes, just fucking do it!